Thursday, March 25, 2004
i knew there was a reason i avoided chat rooms, i always get sucked into some inane conversation. if someone has something stupid to say i will inevitably gravitate to them and i am either too thick or too stubborn to not argue with them. this alone most likely makes me as stupid as i think they are...
todays irritating conversation was with a woman who tried to convince me that sex education is a bad idea. apparently there is no benefit to having competence regarding your own anatomy. being informed about options like birth control and how to prevent stds is just silly. it is our parents job to tell us these things, never mind that many dont because they feel uncomfortable or because they would rather preserve the illusion of their childrens chasitity.
personally i appreciated the information, i particularly like how it was delivered without moralization. just the facts please....thank you.
day four, no real sleep and too much sugar. i am bloated and delerious. i know too many people born in march...too much fucking cake around. it is 2:41 am right now and what am i doing? sleeping? of course not...why not? i wish i knew because i am so tired i would cut my own eyes out if i didnt need them again tomorrow.
posted by Ms_Bunnie 11:31 PM
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Wednesday, March 24, 2004
The quarrels of lovers are like summer storms. Everything is more beautiful
when they have passed. -Suzanne Necker, author (1739-1794)
posted by Ms_Bunnie 5:53 AM
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Monday, March 22, 2004
was it really only saturday the last time i posted?
seems like forever, in fact i only stopped in because i assumed it had been longer and even though i really have nothing to say today i better post something...
its too hard to come up with anything cohesive or important to say every single time i post. some days i cant even tell the difference between being asleep and awake (like today) so its tough to say anything intelligent in that state. hopefully i can just take a nap and it will all be right again tomorrow.
one time, a couple of years ago i had something very strange happen in that regard. i went through a phase for a few months where my dreams completely mimiced my everyday life. it wouldnt be a perfect repeat of the days events, but more like a typical day filled with typical things that COULD have happend. it was so vivid and so real that after a few weeks i couldnt distinguish between being awake and dreaming. i was constantly making references to conversations that had never really happened, or i would do work in my sleep that i would wake up to find had never been done...talk about a mindfuck. i swear, between the walking, eating and dreaming i have just as full a day when i am asleep as i do when i am awake. no wonder i am always tired.
tomorrow is mister L's birthday, i hope it marks the beginning of a very happy year for him...
posted by Ms_Bunnie 5:03 PM
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