Saturday, March 06, 2004
today i am taking a much needed day off.
part of me wants to get up, stay busy, catch up on all my email, clean the house and etc...but i do all that stuff everyday. i think its important to have a little down time, a rare luxury around here...tomorrow i promise i will write all my emails, clean my house and get ready for the construction workers to arrive monday. we are finally having the mud pit in out front yard turned into a driveway, wish it had happened a few days ago since we spent an hour last night in the dark while a ups truck spun its wheels digging itself deeper every second. its a gods honest miracle that the driver got it out without a tow truck. to tell the truth i am glad the whole thing happened in the dark because when i saw what my yard looked like today i almost wanted to cry...huge criscrossing trenches of ripped up earth, slowly filling up with water. but never mind that, by next week its all going to be like a bad dream.
today i am going to play video games, watch some movies, try my new yoga video, and maybe play dress up later. or maybe i will just sit on my ass and do nothing at all.
posted by Ms_Bunnie 12:24 PM
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Thursday, March 04, 2004
ok just when i thought shit in this country couldnt get any more bizarre i log on to aol this morning to read a story about girl scouts in texas. apparently someone found out that the gs organization honored an executive at planned parenthood and now there is a huge flap over it.
"we must protect our children from these perversions!!!"
what perversions? the perversions of being educated about your own body? you would think that a group so invested in being anti abortion, like the christian fundies are, would be super invested in sex eduation, you know, to prevent the afore mentioned abortions. but no no no, things do not work that way in fundie world. it is much better to stick our heads in the sand, blather on about where our morals have all gone, and then watch our daughters get pregnant at 15. think it doesnt happen that way? ask my mom.
i was concieved right after the roe-v-wade decision, my mom was just out of highschool when she got knocked up with me. she could have had an abortion, chose not to, but more importantly if she had had access to proper eduction and birthcontrol it might not have ever been an issue. granted, that means i wouldnt be here now, but hey, its not like i would have known the difference. objectivly i can say i dont think she made the right choice, her life as a single mother was a constant uphill battle, but she did what she wanted to do and that was to have and raise me. if i got pregnant she would support me no matter what choice i made, just as her parents did for her, we are a pro choice family.
my mom is smart cookie really, she learned from her mistakes, and as a result i was always educated about my body. no questions were taboo and no moral judgements were forced. she told me how she felt about something, gave me the facts and let me make up my own moral mind. i didnt realize how rare an approach to parenting this was until i got the internet and started reading message boards. i am sure most of these parents would freak out at the idea of giving your daughter birthcontrol at 14, but thats what my mom did. she said to me "this is not a licence to go have sex, but i want you to be safe if you do". how fucking cool is that? and she was right because i was already having sex, and unlike some of my peers i made it to graduation without a bun in the oven.
posted by Ms_Bunnie 6:14 AM
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Tuesday, March 02, 2004
it seems there was no need to manufacture jobs with which to humble myself, life has turned to shit of it's own accord, literally.
woke up this morning to find our sewer pipes backed up and the basement flooded. nothing brings you back down to earth quite like a mini sea of poo in your home. the plumber is down there now trying to sort it all out, i am just praying its a simple problem that can be solved today, because sooner or later i am going to have to pee and i would rather not have to do it in my yard.
oh and speaking of shit, we were thinking of offering some here in the form of t-shirts and stickers and whatnot. all of the new visitors have used up my bandwith (no i am not complaining) and i will have to purchace a larger package soon. mr.slobstyle thought this would be a fun way of offsetting some of the costs...can i get a yay or nay on the idea? send me an email and tell me what you think...would you wear me?
posted by Ms_Bunnie 3:09 PM
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Monday, March 01, 2004
it would be tempting right now to sit back, bask in the new attention and think all sorts of nice things about myself. it would be easy to indulge the ego...but i think today i am going to do the opposite, i am going to spend the day scrubbing my kitchen floors, cleaning my toilet and telling everyone else how great they are for what they do and how much they mean to me. why horde the good will right? i am also going to make a point of spending a little romantic time with my mister L, he has gotten a little bit left aside in all my excitement/exhaustion. he is kind enough to allow me to share myself with the world here, so i need to remember to share myself with him too. his support means the world to me and i am grateful to have it, many husbands would not be so understanding...so i m going to make a point of showing my appreciation at some point today. heh.
posted by Ms_Bunnie 6:51 AM
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Sunday, February 29, 2004
my equilibrium is returning, freak out is esentially over. basically i am just too tired, its been a heck of a ride these last 24 hours. over a million hits in 2 days. i cant even fathom a million of anything and so i am not going to bother to try...i will just try to relax and enjoy it carry on with business as usual. i have recieved quite a few emails and i promise to write everyone back a.s.a.p. just as soon as i have a little nap...
posted by Ms_Bunnie 3:33 PM
well, life and this web site have taken an unexpected turn. i am getting more traffic than i ever thought possible, more people are looking at this than i ever hoped and for some reason i feel...naked.
redundant really, since i am literally naked in a lot of the photos, but this is different. i had always operated under the pretense (and i strongly highlight the word pretense) that this web site was a secret...well, not a secret exactly, but not well known, a place people just stumble into by accident. i suppose that is still true, it's just alot more people are accidentaly stumbling by. i was so focused on being interesting, expressing myself, and courting attention that i never looked far enough ahead to what i would do if i got it! now i am a rabbit in the head lights...
i would like to thank indienudes.com and fleshbot.com since they are singlehandedly responsible for all my new visitors...if you are here because of one of them please make sure you go visit the other since they are both fantastic sites, many excellent links that straddle the gap between art and porn...my favorite.
posted by Ms_Bunnie 7:16 AM
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