Saturday, September 13, 2003
you would think after all i have seen i would be really cynical by now, but i'm not, in fact i still have a tendency to be an idealist and believe the best of people, thats why i was so bitterly dissapointed by my experience last night.
i went into the city to go meet mr.seriousartist who i met at the party monster premier after party. that evening we seemed to have a good conversation and he went as far as to suggest that i might work as his assistant on his next project. i didnt get too excited about that prospect but i was interested...so i go and i meet him and i realized something was wrong right away, the whole thing seemed to go from feeling like a meeting to feeling like a date, and then from feeling like a date to feeling like a really bad date. he knew i was married from the first time we had met so i am not really sure why he was expecting more but when i wasnt down with his plan he became very rude and dismissive (my favorite part was when he told me he had enough platonic friends). what is interesting is he had spent so much time telling me how different he was from other guys, and how much he really loved women (heads up girls: guys who say they arent like other guys most assuredly are and men who make a point of telling you how much they love women most likely dont). the whole thing left me really depressed and with a slight case of penis envy, just because i suspect this doesnt happen to male artists quite as frequently.
the up side of the evening was that after my bad date was over i got to go meet up with missy lauren. she had a chance to peruse mr.seriousartist for a moment and then we left to go off to the lower east side and get shitfaced. it was so good to see her, i had been having sort of a rough week here and was feeling a bit lonely and out of sorts and she is one of the few people i can talk to freely. we drank, we shared, we ate pizza (twice) and then i drove home. she says she will be coming home for a visit soon and i cant wait.
posted by Ms_Bunnie 8:04 PM
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Thursday, September 11, 2003
yesterday was my birthday, and what a nice day it was. usually i like to downplay birthdays, keep them casual, since i have a history of disasters but this one was actually enjoyable.
mister L made me a pancake breakfast and served me champagne and gave me a lovely gift of lingere, nice comfy soft cotton with strechy lace. he seemed to like them as much as i did because when i put it on later they only stayed on about 5 minutes. i spent most of the day cleaning out my closet, which may sound no fun to most people but it is way up there on the list of things i like to do but seldom get a chance to. the evening was spent in the previously mentioned romatic scenario, the glow of which i promptly ruined by picking a fight this morning.
so here is my bit of marital advice for today: never try to discuss anything serious (especially money) when you have just woken up and are cranky. poor mister L, it wasnt his fault. i had a conversation with my mother the day before and i displaced my issue on to him. i will make it a point to apologize to him later when i see him.
posted by Ms_Bunnie 6:31 AM
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Sunday, September 07, 2003
working on writing part 2 of about me and have hit a block. argh.
posted by Ms_Bunnie 3:08 PM
rats. i just sat here and wrote the entire second section of the premier party and hit publish only to find out i had been disconnected from the internet. damn aol.
i am far too lazy to write it a second time, so here is the short version.
we went to plaid. old friends were seen, and most are looking extremely well. celebrities were met, seth green is tiny and very very cute. many photos were taken and will soon be published here. sacred and i split up and i met an interesting artist who may let me work on his next film. i left and got stuck in late night construction traffic and didnt get home till 3:30.sacred told me that clips of us on the red carpet were played on the E! channel. mister L was slightly irritable at not getting to go, but then said he was sorry and i forgot all about it. we are both in a better mood because we have a real bed again, it is the best sleep i have had in years.
that was so much easier than the first time i wrote all that, and it spared you all a lot of name dropping too.
by the way there are a bunch of new pics in gallery 5.
posted by Ms_Bunnie 10:20 AM
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