Thursday, July 03, 2003
god sometimes i just get sooooo mad.
do you ever feel like you only exist to make other peoples lives easier?
yeah well i do. and it isnt just being married either (thought that's a big part of it)
it is just little bits of everyone taking your presence for granted.
just for the record, kitchens and bathrooms do not clean themelves, and i am not a cheuffer for 15 year old boys.
is there such a thing as domestic rage?
i personally think there is, and i was so smiten with it yesterday that i told everyone to fuck off and i went shopping all day. the only thing that undescored my pathetc attempt at telling everyone off and having a selfish day is that 90% of the shopping i did was for things they needed.
sigh.
posted by Ms_Bunnie 6:30 AM
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Monday, June 30, 2003
mister L and i decided to get out of the house for the weekend. we promised bryan that we would come up to upstate to see him, sacred, and his mom. there was some slight conflict because astro was holding his birthday party in nyc and we were all pretty much expected to attend...but time and money were definite issues. we left around 4 and made it up to the house in about 3 hours. mister L got bored and fell asleep within a half an hour of leaving and i am hoping this will have cured him of his romantic notions of taking a cross counry road trip (especially since i am the only one of us that has a drivers licesnce.)
we arrived while it was still light out and sacred and bryan gave us the tour of the house. bryan has taken an interest in painting the interior some interesting colors and i think it all looks really cool. we all went outside to the back yard and sat down to have a few (ahem) beers. i only just learned to like beer so i nurse mine for a pretty long time but bryan is what you might consider a pro. he set a quick pace and mister L did his best to keep up to it while sacred and i lagged behind. we were all chatting and getting boisterous when bryans mom barb got home, she was already tipsy but was happy to join our party, she brought snacks so of course we were happy to see her as well. sacred was in perfect form, teling all the favorite stories and peppering it with good gossip. at one point he disappeared from the table only to return 10 minutes later wearing a full tweety bird costume. he pranced all across the back lawn and made an amusing spectacle for all of us. naturally all of that will soon be posted in a new gallery. just to keep everything feeling even i broke out the bunny hat and we took turns wearing it. i have decided it might be interesting to see how many people i can get to wear it for a photo. as the evening wore on the table became increasingly crowded with empty cans and the conversation grows louder. mister l and bryan turned out to be like 2 peas in a pod and spent most of the night taking the piss out of each other. at one point i encouraged them to settle a dispute by wrestling in the yard. bryan got mister L in a head lock, they fell to the ground and then mister l sort of squashed him in the grass. at this point i am nearly peeing myself.
i could see this has all been a very good idea.
bryan was especially kind to me, praising my work and teling me that he thought i was better than david lachapelle. he is not one to hand out compliments easily, and it usually takes a few drinks, but i know he meant them and that's all that counts.
posted by Ms_Bunnie 7:54 PM
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